The best thing about me,
Is YOU.







Date: Sunday, May 3, 2009
Time: 9:06 AM

WHY?

that's the big question in my head.
"why?"

i don't know WHAT EXACTLY HAVE I DONE WRONG to deserve this.
i'm utterly confused and astonished by that sudden change in you.
WHAT ON EARTH caused that abrupt change?

you said, you're not sure of it.
you mean, from the start, you've not been sure?
please, clarify this fucking incident.
i'm totally clueless.

please, please tell me, WHAT CAUSED THAT SPLIT SECOND CHANGE?
i'd really like to know.














yknow, after what happened last night,
i just couldn't sleep well, couldn't even fall asleep.
waking up every other hour, realising, that what happened wasn't just a bad dream, it was reality. Saddened by the fact that, you're not there anymore..it really hurts me.
In addition, all the fucked up dreams i've had..
of you, leaving, gone, and never coming back to me.
it makes me hate going to sleep now.
i just simply can't take those dreams.

that's how much you mean to me,
and how much i love you.

but..do you feel the same way too ?