YES!

back from AMK HUB finally!
hmm. went there like from 2?
gahh
my legs are tired! haha!

hmm well, bought NEW BAG.
NEW SLIPPERS.
whatelse?
hmm nothin i guess.

well, tomm's O LVL mother tongue!
GAHH!
THANKS NJK!
borrowed the electronic dict from him! ahaha
think it's soooo gonna save my life.
;D

so yessssssssssss.
hope tomm i'm gonna post up good news! haha!

cya~

MOTHER TONGUE O'lvls is 2 days away!
dammmiittt!!
haha..

gahh.
muscles starting to ache everywhere!
dammit!

well, started off the day..
with a 2 hr 30 mins SIT at the hall.
had talks by various teachers and VP.

hmm. then headed back to class for 30 mins of INTENSIVE REVISION.
haha that was crap.
wasn't even intensive..
more like RELAXED revision..
or should i call it, slacking time ? haha.

so. the rest of the day was jst bull crap.
with me walking around with aching thighs.
that's a HORRIBLE thing to do.
DAMN! it really hurts.
haha.

plus trng today..
which was EXTRA long..
darn fuck shit.

haha..damn! it's so gonna get worse tomm.
but good thing is, at LEAST i can rest =]
haha..

so, aftr school, had to prepare a SHORT speech..
to talk bout some LEADERSHIP crap.
tomorrow..
haha..

then that's all i guess! i'm eating lesser nowadays! haha
GOOD! =D

Today..is just a very bad day for me..
don't have the mood to update much now.
this simply sucks.

haha
darn! i'm exhausted!
AFTER a string of events, of course~!

hmm well,
FIRSTLY,
i slept at 1AM LAST NIGHT,
just to see ARSENAL kill STOKE off by the first half with a 4-1 score.

AND. BIG NEWS!
NEWCASTLE UNITED, RELGATED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN TWENTY YEARS!
GAHH!

but yknow what, i think that'd be a good chance to end their trophy drought yknow..
cause..
IF, thers a MIRACLE, of their current batch of players staying, which is a 20% probability?
haha. given the talent there, [as compared to the lower league teams]
NEWCASTLE WILL DEFINITELY WIN THE COCA-COLA CHAMPIONSHIP! hahaha!

if they don't, i gotta say, they DESERVE to be relegated.
i saw them play, it was pretty good i have to admit.
but..sometimes, luck just doesn't go your way. :P too bad!

okayokay, enough of FOOTBALL!

so, i slept a ONE. woke up at SIX.
WTH? FIVE HOURS OF SLEEP.
THAT's CRAP.
we deserve more time to SLEEP!

hmm, so.
went to school, feeling sooooo sleepy.!
then had ASSEMBLY PROGRAMME.
hmm. INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY PRESENTATIONS.
haha gotta admit.
the presentation skills of the various COUNTRY REPS, DIFFER ALOT! haha!

some were just CRAP!
while some were tryin to be FUNNY! haha oh god..

so, next up was INTENSIVE MOTHER TONGUE O'LVL REVISION!
OMG.
the environment was nice, AIR CONDITIONED.
BUT! that only increased my WANTING-NESS to SLEEP! haha godd..
almost fell asleep, reading the boring passage.

so, recess then E-MATH.
OHMYOHMYOHMY.
will someone PLEASE tell her that, NOT A SINGLE SOUL is interested in her lessons? hahaha!
wait, thats a lil too mean.
erm..to put it simply, hers a A TINY TINY BIT BORING :D hahah!

so, ENGLISH WAS TERRIBLE
it's like, as the time pass by, the lessons are getting from..
BORING, to MORE BORING, to MOST BORING !!!!

MRS NG, TORTURED US FOR THREE PERIODS, by giving us a THREE PAGE LONG comprehension PASSAGE!
not only did we do the qns, we had to do SUMMARY AS WELL!
damn!
i SERIOUSLY just wanted to SLEEP !

so, some STUFF HAPPENED.
which kinda pissed me off,
i just grabbed my bag, and headed off to the canteen...

RUGBY.
haha! after like ONE AND A HALF MONTHS OF NOT TOUCHING THE BALL, AND NOT TRAINING, surprisingly, we didn't lose our skills!
haha all we lost is..STAMINA!
that can be build up lah.
...

so. RUGBY WAS EXHAUSTING.
hha.. well, understandable lah..first time train in like 2 months?
haha.
soo. halfway,
i felt SOOOO TERRIBLE.
i could just close my eyes and SLEEP and VOMIT on the spot.=.=
i know, crap. but that's how i really felt.
haven't fainted before in my ENTIRE life. haha!

so yeapps.
thats my LONGLONGLONGLONG day!
cya ;D

wow. okay.
these two days.
have been..
some sort surprising me with weird results of PRELIMS 1 ?

soo..
today's results which we received were..

1. E-MATH paper 2
2. BIOLOGY MCQ
3. SOCIAL STUDIES
4. MOTHER TONGUE paper 1 & 2

hmm so..it's four-five papers luhh.

aniwaes, E-MATH paper 2..

DARN SHIT LUHH!

71 ONLY! fck..

which means i lost to Xue Er by TWO marks..

and gotta treat her PASTAMANIA!

darn..overall % for E-MATH is 61%? B4 sial..NOT GOOD ENUFF UH! dammit..

next up was BIO MCQ.

hahahahahahaha that one was hilarious. i knew i'd fail that already.

and indeed, i got 12/30.! hahahaha! would need a miracle to pass my BIO now!

THEN..HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY..

we went to the hall to get our SOCIAL STUDIES papers back.

AND WHAT THE FUCK?!

i got 39/50 sial? i was so effin shocked. laughing like hell.

hahaha. i didn't study at all. SERIOUS. omg..hahaha. that's cool dude..

and LASTLY, MOTHER TONGUE.

PAPER 1, letter writing got 15/20

COMPO got 23/50 [funny story behind my failure..haha lazy to elaborate..=P]

PAPER 2, 40/70..

so i guess its a C for chinese?! hahaha..

haha oh..and went to SYED's for lunch with some idiots :) haha.! peace!

WELL..
received a few RESULTS TODAYY!

hmm.
FIRSTLY, was PHYSICS.
MR NG damn basket.
never write the total score..
WANT US TO COUNT OURSELVES.
how much effort we put into studying,
then write it down..
BASKET RIGHT? hahaha..

the whole time i was like 'SURE FAIL'
SKALI.
i think right..
god helping me uh..
for dunno what reason..
i ACTUALLY PASSED MY GOD DAMNN PHYSICS PAPER!
omg.. 28/50
it's the first time i anyhow do a paper,
yet i passed it! cool eh y? ! hahaha..

so, next paper was E-MATH. PAPER 1
DAMMIT.
i got 41/80?!
JUST PASS SIAH.
FUCKING HELL.
too complacent lah i think
shit..must depend on PAPER 2 to pull up my grades!
GAHH i've always hated PAPER 1 of E-MATH.
i just don't seem to click or go well with them! haha.

so, ENGLISH PAPER 1, SECTION A.
DARN! i actually failed my COMPO, ! NARRATIVE.
GAHH! die die die die.
i think i drifted out of point thats why.. 14/30.

so, last paper i received for the day was..
CHEM!
haha.
didn't meet my EXPECTED SCORE of 40/50.
just a few flaws.
36/50.
not bad though,
i guess, COMB SCI is the only paper im happy about ? hahaha.
well, for PAPER1, MCQ, got 13/20.
soooo..
overall was 77/120.
AND 64% ! hahaha B4?!
darn.
must buck up rdy! WAKE UP!!
hahaha..

haha
i seriously don't know why i put that title there,
but.. it simply just applies to me right now.
life IS hard.
simply because of some crappy personal reasons.
which cannot be stated here.
haha! that was a paragraph of serious shitass crap.

my oh my.
life is getting harder and harder each day,
as people grow older,
troubles seem to pile up more.
especially,
all the bad things come AT ONE GO.
while the good things, come one by one, sometimes it hardly even occurs.
this is total FUCKING SHIT. haha.
i don't know whats seriously wrong with me today.
haha.
i hardly get angry.
hmm. that's weird.

but well, as far as i know,
to every problem, there's a solution.
haha.
but..sometimes it just depends on how you get the solution.
OR. will you give up halfway ?

haha.
seriously, for the past 10 mins, i've been bull-shiting.
so, the question i want to ask is..
"is being forgiving a good thing ?"

haha. well, sometimes it is !
shows that you're generous.
and GRACIOUS. haha.

however, it has come to my attention that,
if a person is TOO forgiving, he'll get bullied.
hmm. i don't know why i came to this stupid non-sensical topic=.=

so, in conclusion, life is HARD.
it's full of crap.
like now.
CRAPPY POST.
haha.
i'm jst BORED perhaps?

1. Real name : LeON Chan ZC (confi) =.=
2. Nickname : Chao ah beng, Matbeng =.= stpd ones. SO NOT TRUE!
3. Star sign : Leo
4. Male or Female : Male
5. Primary school : Northland
6. Secondary school : Northbrooks
7. JC/POLY : JC?
8. Hair color : Black
9. Hair Long or Short : SHORT CRAP!
10. Loud or Quiet : LOUD . =D
11. Sweat or Jeans : Jeans
12. Phone or Camera : Phone =D
13. Health freak : Nah, jst wanna be fit.
14. Drink or Smoke : Drink
15. Do you have crush on someone : HAHA CRUSH ? more than that lah.
16. Eat or Drink : Eat
17. Piercings : Nah. GAY-ish
18. Tattoo : Not Now, Maybe in the future?
19. Been in an airplane : NOPE. damn!
20. Been in a relationship : duh?
21. Been in a car accident : Obviously not.
22. Been in a first fight : i'm a good guy who doesn't start trouble :D
23. First piercing : Nah
24. First best friend : No, all friends are friends. haha no best best best one.
25. First award : aiya. too many to remember!
26. First crush : haha! this is so long ago! forget la! waste time remember!
27. First vacation : M'sia? only been ther b4..

28. Last person you talked to : Girlfriend
29. Last person you texted to : Girlfriend
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with : Aaron, my maid, SHARN, DAF
31. Last food you eat : BEEF NOODLES?
32. Last movie you watch : X MEN : WOLVERINE ORIGINS.
33. Last song you listen : The Fa La La Land.
34. Last thing you bought : Chocs?
35. Last person you hugged : haha.! girlf. (any1 else, she'd kill me)

36. Food : ANYTHING EADIBLE :D
37. Drink : PLAIN WATER :D
38. Clothing : Things that fit ME!
39. Book : Nah, not interested.
40. Song : Nice SONG :D
41. Flowers : Nah.
42. Colour : Red Black White Pink :D
43. Movie : ANYTHING NICE :D
44. Phrase : no phrase, but WORD = BITCH :D
45. Subjects : Nah, nothing fits my bill so far.
46. Kissed in the snow : NEVER EVEN BEEN to SNOWY countries
47. Celebrated Halloween : NAH
48. Have your heart broken : haha duh ?
49. Went over the minutes on your cell phone : DUH! ALOT OF TIMES!
50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation : ALOT OF TIMES?! sc*ew them! haha jk.
51. Came out of the closest : Can't fit into one?
52. Gotten pregnant : AM A GUY =.=
53. Had an abortion : AM A PERSON WITH A DICK :D
54. Done something you have regretted : aha duh?!
55. Broke a promise : Yeah, but now always kept up to them.
56. Hid a secret : haha i'm a good secret keeper! but no one trusts me! DARN! why oh why?!
57. Pretended to be happy : haha yah.
58. Meet someone who have change your life : Yea?
59. Pretended to be sick : Nah.
60. Left the country : Duh.
61. Tried something your normally would'nt try & liked it : Hmm.. Can't rmb.
62. Cried over the silliest thing : haha who does that?!
63. Ran a mile : Duh.
64. Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : YEAH.
65. Stay single the whole year : haha HARD THING TO DO?

66. Eating : Nothing
67. Drinking : Nothing
68. I'm about to ton : Nothing
69. Listening to : Her voice.
70. Plans for tomorrow : SLEEP AND SLEEP AND SLEEP.
71. Waiting for : Time to FLY

72. Want kids : haha THEY're CUTE!
73. Want to get married : Duh?
74. Careers in mind : Nah.

DONE FINALLY.

haha.
FINALLY FREE!

after PRELIMINARY ONE.
at LEAST can take a breather.

hmm. but !
next up, major EXAMINATIONS.
O' Lvl MOTHER TONGUE PAPER!
1st of JUNE!
GAHHH!

hmm. well, for BIO paper today,
i didn't study.
so yeah thats all.
yall should know how i'd do for it. =.=

so the disaster papers for PRELIMS were..
BIO and..PHYSICS..

well, gotta work hard and buck up already! omg.

hmm and DAMMIT!
will mdm nair stop bugging me bout my hair?!
irritating know!
i'll cut OKAY?!
tomorrow OKAY?!

and. haha! didn't know i actually dumped someone ?! [tagboard]

TODAY WAS A TYPICAL SUNDAY OF MY MUNDANE LIFE.

in truth, i don't really know the exact meaning of 'mundane',
it just came into my head! haha !

hmm. so, in approximately 13 hours time, i'd be sitting for my BIOLOGY PRELIMINARY 1 PAPERS.

and goddamit.
haven't really studied.
just browsed through and read through the textbook.
hope it helps?! hahaha.

well, i'm currently OUT OF SHAPE.
damit.
really miss the times during rugby.
GAHH!

need to start workin out from tomm onwards..
:DD

like i used to, last year.

soo. let me tell you guys something.
when a MOTHER cooks,
it's hard to reject eating, and refuse finishing everything huh ?
i just suffered the side effects of that!
effin full and FAT nw! hahahaha.
well, things will change :D dnt worry.

thats all for the day mates.!


and DARN MANCHESTER UNITED! THEY SUCK!

wahaha.
BIO paper on monday.
DIE DIE DIE

hmm about that subj.
i hardly recall any significance of it.
except for the very first class test on the topic "CELLS"



hmm. well, one advice for you people out there.
don't be bothered about what people think of you.
just be yourself, be firm. haha!
cause, those bitches out there, can just fuck off! :D

CHEMISTRY PAPER WAS A PIECE OF CAKE!
hahaa.
hope i can score for that.
:D

well, MATH. was manageable.
not too difficult. not as difficult as i thought it would be :D
so good news i guess? haha.

rushed home aftr school.
had a date at the library.
with TWO people.

one, who thinks she's the boss and thinks she's so damn smart.
BUT, her basics just suck :P hhaha kiddin!

another girl.
hmm pure retard i guess? haha.

well, spent about 2 hours near the BIN at some EXIT door =.=
and another 2 hours at the cafe.
nice food! haha i totally love the food there!
am so gonna go there again! with.. *********************
haha. crap.

soo. camwhored alot.
physics-ED a lil.

and yeahh slacked there.
total of about FOUR hours at the library.

then yeapp. homed.

DAMN!
the paper was rather manageable.
BUT!
i write damn slow uh!
i know how to do, but no time to do.
fuck kan ? hahaha.
shyyt uh!
must practice alot on speed writing alrd..
don't want it to happen again.!
GAHH!

"PIECE OF CAKE"
i should say. hmm today's papers were surprisingly easy.
not that i'd SCORE FULL MARKS. nonono!
BUT..
hmm. they were easier than i thought it would be.
our school standard low? or O'lvl standard low? hahaha.
who knows!

hmmm. but, there were many mistakes made by the setters of the paper lah.
tsktsk.
waste time correcting them.

thats all for the day.
oh yah. studied awhile in the library.
but was stopped by some DISTRACTIONS. yeahh.
hope tomm's GEOG paper's easy! haha.
all the best guys~

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!

they are the people who give you life.
so, TREASURE them! =DD haha.

darn. im bored. =P

SHOPPED FOR MOTHER's DAY gift today.
with friends. at CAUSEWAYPOINT
and yeap, met a new friend.
not really sure bout her name though, oops.






i lovvvveee youuu girlf!

Screwed SS up, should be.
I hate Emath Paper 1.
Thats all for now.




editted-

well, the above three lines, aren't by me.
they're done by..beloved girlf.
yeah.
kinda short and stupid though,
WAIT.
wasn't talking bout her..talking bout the post.
hahahha..
appreaciate it still.
thanks.

hmm.
so far, so good?
that isn't the phrase which portrays my PRELIMS so far..
i think, MOTHER TONGUE and SOCIALSTUDIES sucked.
but well, soo gonna buck up on it.
yeahh :D
hope so! haha.

hmm. so what really happened the past two days?
3 MAY & 4 MAY? haha.

hmm. well, yest.
SUNDAY.
hmm. planned to go to YISHUN LIBRARY to study with RUGGERS!
howevr, so sad..
bad news.. many of them couldn't make it! urgh.

soo. hmm. so i reached th library at approximately 1.10pm
NO ONE WAS THERE.
so effed up.
i was the EARLIEST?!
hmm. going into the library was a little troublesome.
had to scan our ICs, according to the guy there, they needed to have the record of who went into the library.

hmm. so, i waited and waited and waited, for THEM to come.
in the end, AMY FINALLY ARRIVED.
i walked round and round the library.

he came alone.
in fact, he was the only one?! basket sial!
hmm. so, blablabla.
we didn't have the fortitude and tenacity to continue studying.
hahaha.
so, we went to SALAM's house! haha!
played PS2.
his house was quite nice.
hmm. ps2-ed, amy guitar-ed, and, we watched DRAGONABALL th movie!
hahaha.! BOUMA DAMN HOT LA!

hmm. so. left, went to NP wit amy,
ate KFC.

WALKED HOME! hahaa. AGAIN..
i seem to love walking home now. haha. FROM interchange.
well, of course, only if i'm on the phone with beloved uh.

hahaha..

so yea.
TODAY, was..
OKAY?!
hmm reached school early in the morning.
and WOW!
they've seriously stepped up on the precautions of SWINE FLU huh?
hmm. teachers were in masks..and suits? lols.
hahaah.

well, had TEMP taking and MORNIN assembly in th CLASS.
couldn't have mass gathering lorh.
hmm. temp taking twice today.
well, had BIO MOCK SPA.
did WRONGLY=.=
luckily had enuff time to redo.
LOLS.
phew.

aftr skul, BROADWAY-ed with ruggers.
th usual group.
haha. yeapps.

and..i guess, PRELIMS are 3 DAYS AWAY?
hahhaa!

YOHA!

WHY?

that's the big question in my head.
"why?"

i don't know WHAT EXACTLY HAVE I DONE WRONG to deserve this.
i'm utterly confused and astonished by that sudden change in you.
WHAT ON EARTH caused that abrupt change?

you said, you're not sure of it.
you mean, from the start, you've not been sure?
please, clarify this fucking incident.
i'm totally clueless.

please, please tell me, WHAT CAUSED THAT SPLIT SECOND CHANGE?
i'd really like to know.














yknow, after what happened last night,
i just couldn't sleep well, couldn't even fall asleep.
waking up every other hour, realising, that what happened wasn't just a bad dream, it was reality. Saddened by the fact that, you're not there anymore..it really hurts me.
In addition, all the fucked up dreams i've had..
of you, leaving, gone, and never coming back to me.
it makes me hate going to sleep now.
i just simply can't take those dreams.

that's how much you mean to me,
and how much i love you.

but..do you feel the same way too ?

hmm. for those people who HAVE seen my previous post.
and known about PLAN A, B ?

haha. well. the story for yesterday was..
pretty simple. yet nice? haha. or should i say..AWESOME?

hmm. well, PLAN A : watch a movie with CECIL & SHARN.
FAILED!
cause CECIL CAN'T MAKE IT! damn right ? haha.

soo. PLAN B : study at home.
i was too bored to study alone.
i just simply can't do it.
it's too much of a torture for me.
haha!

then, there was this PLAN C which came up to my mind on FRIDAY NIGHT.
it was to go study with girlf.
but last minute problems, it failed too.

so, feeling dejected, sad and bored, it was ALMOST the worst holiday of my life. haha!

however, all was not over!
hmm. suddenly, around 3pm, PLAN D came up!
i was to watch a movie with my bro and maid! haha!
finally..its like, a gift from heaven? hahaha.
okay, over exaggerating it already.
so, i told SHARN about it, then , she said she wanted to come along! haa.
so yea. my plan, saved PEOPLE! LOLS!

hmm. then girlf also suggested tagging along.
haha. i was fine with it of course.

suddenly, spirits were lifted.
hahaha.
we bused to GV Yishun.
met girlf.
bought 5 tickets for X MEN : Origins of Wolverine 4.30pm show.
haha.!
great.

well, about the movie.
it was DAMN FANTASTIC! MARVELLOUS! AWESOME! haha.
whatever!
the movie was cool! haha.

of course there were babes in it! haha.
and definitely man.
HUGH JACKMAN NUDE! hahaha.

hmm. so, after the movie
bro and maid went home.
i stayed behind to have dinner with sharn and girlf.
well, dinner part was hilarious.

firstly, we headed into sakura.
in the end, walked out.
stupid right ?
SHARN!!!!

hmm. then, went to bakerzin!
in the end, sometime funny happened.
hha. not going to elaborate.
its embarassing.

well, sent girlf home.

and yeapps! thats all!
fulfilling afternoon-evening i guess! hha.